So summer is really coming to a close. Mostly everyone has left, Sara left for Columbia today and my marquette loves leave me on saturday. Blah. I still have some Carthage kids but it's not the same and there not my girls that I love so very much. Gahhh

Harper starts on monday! EEKS! Kinda pumped

The big news here is how AWESOME this weekend will be

FRIDAY- RISE AGAINST! with my sister at the Aragon, gonna kick so much fucking ass ahh

SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAVE FUCKIN MATTHEWS BAND with my sister and brother ooooh man. TOO fucking pumped can't you tell???

It'll be weird cause of how it was last year but I'm getting WAY over that being sad about what happened exactly a year ago thing. FUCK that I'll enjoy myself with my fabulous siblings and my favorite lady, the maryjane and enjoy life...fuck that sorrow shit no time for that anymore.

Work brings out my weirdest moods I swear.

Nikki is bring me wendys right now weee I love her and will miss her dearly....sigh.

Okay, sooo English class I have this kid that sits next to me and he's a cool kid I guess like you can tell he's a big pothead and hes sicilian with his long curly dark hair and hes shorter and blah blha, hes a really interesting writer and always has something good/weird to say.

He's like a combination of jay and kevin put together with some random... idk hes just awkward.

So we've been in clas for a month i guess idont know but today we had to do this activity where we went and like observed people and their conversations and who they were and like, art/statures/ and like a mystery object just something idont know. Were working on writing an observation paper so this was just an excersize. So I tell Alex to be my partner n lets go stalk people! YAY! So we do.. 

We went on an advanture and in the XYZ building Avente or something? But anyway, If you look upstairs theres like.. a green room? Just a room with lots of plants and i never noticed but hes like.. I've always wnate dto go in there.. Lets go? I'm like alright whatever, we go up there and Alex asks some random man walking into a room like "Hey man, does this room go to that plant room? We kinda wanna just look around if thats okay" hahaha so we do.. it was interesting I guess but it was just hilarious cause Alex is such a weird kid.

Anyway, we ended up on one of the stages and did our little thing, hes a little poet so he wrote away and i was too emotional to stand on a stage so i like walked away and wrote random shit.

We left and joined this group of 3 people from our class at like the little cafe type place in the Avente place you know? Clear windows space id ont know, and were sitting.. and im kinda just staring off and Alex is just STARING at me like.. wtf? And idk whatever so we sat there for awhile and headed back to class to discuss it. 

I see Alex like writing something and ripped it out of his notebook and folded it. I was like uhhh wtf is that? We leave class and eventually he hands me a note thing and im like um hey cool a note lol and hes like "A mystery object for you".


This is waht it said:

A Sun within an ocean is surrounded by white.

There are two: suns, oceans, and whites;
they search for something they dont want to find.

Fire is splattered on a white canvas
(and)each sun searches silently.





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After i read it in my car I called sean cause i needed to tell someone who could laugh with me about it and eventually he figured it might be saying something about my eyes?? I have no clue its still a mystery but on thursday i dont even know what im going to do with this kid.. sean suggested i sit somewhere else and never talk to him again, hahahahah but i dont think ill do that. Ah sigh.. Poem boy you just.. touch me in so many ways... im kidding sean. <3